Dear F:
I have given a lot of thought about our relationship and what I've
found out is that it's more physical that spiritual. I longed for you
when my sperms stored up and I felt disgusted every time after I
dumped them and got up from your perfect body. Still worse I have to
say 'I love you' which is a lie. I tried to modify it to ' I love you
physically' so I'd feel more comfortable about myself but never had the
ball to speak it out. Some people said it's okey for guys to be eager
