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发信人: Dreamer (不要问我从哪里来), 信区: Dreamer
标 题: Re: 婚姻和性
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Tue Jun 14 20:11:39 2011, 美东)
In similar shoes here. My marriage has ups and downs, but overall good and
never want to lose it. During our long-distance years, shit happened:
A. First affair, was kind of forced into. I hate that guy, and do not want
to remember it.
B. 2nd affair, I went for a handsome & successful guy with whom it went on
over a year, till I moved away. I
fell for him, but he turned away when I told him I had feelings. He only
wanted NSA fun.
C. 3rd fling, only twice, with a famous guy, I did not want to see him more
bz he was short and no
communications otherwise, purely NSA.
D. 4th fling, only twice, with friend's friend...I felt very guilty and we
both decided to end it.
E. last one, also a couple of times, it is really a FWB relationship, liked his
muscle, strength, and personality, but he was not good at sex. I wanted him because his muscles and
strength are so much like B. I still miss B.
Now I stopped seeing E. Hope that I can start my life brand new with the
ending of long distance, but can I?
I hope I can...I need to. |
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