s*****n
发帖数: 839 | 1 Eamon,
It seems I have lost contact with you for more than 2 years. And even in
here the people in your name only wants me to study Greene's book but
ignores my requests and questions about indemnity which I really care about.
I ask myself again and again, what kind of life do I want.
I finally realized that the current life is actually what I want.
I have the life I wanted. If it's not for the indemnity, I may not worry
that much about you.
I want to be truthful to myself and to you. I no longer love you. Too
long time has passed and I almost forget about you.
So I won't want to continue to do stupid things. I no longer want to
daydream. I no longer want to end up with getting into hospitals.
I will still lose weight. Not for you, but for my health and my
happiness. I may or may not study Greene's book depends on if it's useful
for my jobs. I won't study Japanese, at the time I study Japanese, I will
study SAS instead. I will have to struggle for my own life.I enjoy the life
that I work and feed myself.
It has been 8 years I was thinking I was in love with you. But now I
wake up. I suddenly feel you are not the one that I really love and you don'
t care about me. You are not in my life all the time. You are just my
delusion.
Say goodbye to you from my heart. I think I figured out that I no longer
need you and I'm no longer being fraid of you. I'm not scared. I'm not
confused. The one I love is my husband. I'm sure he loves me at the same
time. I want to get old together with him. You are only a dream that belong
to my memories.
Sorry I quit again. But I don't want to continue the affair with you cuz
I no longer in love with you.
Finally I see myself through what I really wanted.
Sa yo na ra iman!
Tiny | n****4
发帖数: 12553 | 2 it is so obvious that you are still in love with him ... btw, is this eamon
the same eamon in this bbs ?
in
about.
worry
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】
: Eamon,
: It seems I have lost contact with you for more than 2 years. And even in
: here the people in your name only wants me to study Greene's book but
: ignores my requests and questions about indemnity which I really care about.
: I ask myself again and again, what kind of life do I want.
: I finally realized that the current life is actually what I want.
: I have the life I wanted. If it's not for the indemnity, I may not worry
: that much about you.
: I want to be truthful to myself and to you. I no longer love you. Too
: long time has passed and I almost forget about you.
| s*****n
发帖数: 839 | 3 No. Not the same one.
I think I'd better quit this bbs again...
eamon
【在 n****4 的大作中提到】
: it is so obvious that you are still in love with him ... btw, is this eamon
: the same eamon in this bbs ?
:
: in
: about.
: worry
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