s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 1 In 8 years, I have walked through a long way. Being sick and being sad.
I struggled, I failed many times and I picked myself up from the dust many
times.
I want a peaceful mind eventually.
Just live a normal life is good if only I can permit myself to.
Now I'm having a free mind that I can do anything I want to.
I make a wish: Live a normal and happy life together with people I love and
together with the people that love me. |
w********l 发帖数: 530 | 2 Do it!
and
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : In 8 years, I have walked through a long way. Being sick and being sad. : I struggled, I failed many times and I picked myself up from the dust many : times. : I want a peaceful mind eventually. : Just live a normal life is good if only I can permit myself to. : Now I'm having a free mind that I can do anything I want to. : I make a wish: Live a normal and happy life together with people I love and : together with the people that love me.
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 3 As all you can see that I have let a boy whom I named as Eamon get into my
heart too deeply and I went crazy for this unrealistic image in my mind.
Now I let it go.
Congrats me if you saw I was struggling with myself all the time.
Nobody can wake me up unless I permit myself to wake up from the dream.
Now I let it go.
Congrats me if you are happy to see a me as what I am now. |
s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 4 Thanks waterstill!
I will go for a meaningful life for the people around me.
【在 w********l 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : Do it! : : and
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 5 I feel I'm a xiao3 chou3 that always be in love with someone that doesn't
exist. When I'm in it, I feel so sad that nobody understands me, believes me
or agrees with me.
I waited for the day that I can finally let it go, finally feel it's
unimportant if the story is true or not. Finally behave like everyone else.
Call it normal. Yes, I want to be normal.
It's hard for me to be abnormal and it's as well hard for me to be just
normal.
I only hope I can be normal like my friends and my classmates. Study well,
work well, to get better everyday. To be useful and meaningful. |
c**********t 发帖数: 42 | 6 bless
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : As all you can see that I have let a boy whom I named as Eamon get into my : heart too deeply and I went crazy for this unrealistic image in my mind. : Now I let it go. : Congrats me if you saw I was struggling with myself all the time. : Nobody can wake me up unless I permit myself to wake up from the dream. : Now I let it go. : Congrats me if you are happy to see a me as what I am now.
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 7 Thank you changeforbet!
It's hard for me to be as normal and healthy as everyone else, but I will
try my best.
【在 c**********t 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : bless
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 8 I feel so sad so often that I can not watch TV or movies. I lost the
interest that people naturally have.
I sleep a lot because I lost my interest in doing things. I want to do
nothing but laying down and feel sad.
This is what I will work hard on. I will force myself to get up and watch TV
or read books, walk to jog or do other sports. I hope my interests can come
back to me.
I'm struggling.
And I'm not alone.
Some of my friend with similar mental health issues also don't have interest
in ding anything. I'm even better than them. I can still study and work.
And I can still chat with friends. Only I don't want to watch TV.
So, now, what I need to do is to watch TV in my spare time. Or to read books
. Just let a natural me come back to the world.
I am still young. There are decades ahead of me.
I can't let me sleep all the time.
Struggle a little bit harder. It's easy for people to watch TV, but it's
hard for me.
I will start from trying to watch TV as my first step towards a better self. |
s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 9 I was so stupid, and so sad. And has been commented as so cheap.
I have to call an end to my nightmare. It's not a good dream so don't let it
continue.
Hello Sadrain, a new day starts! |
J******r 发帖数: 2806 | |
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d****i 发帖数: 2199 | 11 我只有一个问题。你不需要付账单吗。
it
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : I was so stupid, and so sad. And has been commented as so cheap. : I have to call an end to my nightmare. It's not a good dream so don't let it : continue. : Hello Sadrain, a new day starts!
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J******r 发帖数: 2806 | 12 我觉得很多人似乎都和我一样再挣扎呢
找一个心理医生吧
找一个身边的好友
找一个爱好的工作吧
我今天至少做了这三样:) |
d****i 发帖数: 2199 | 13 加上:
买一张彩票吧
周末喝一杯小酒吧
每天一个人发呆一会吧
【在 J******r 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : 我觉得很多人似乎都和我一样再挣扎呢 : 找一个心理医生吧 : 找一个身边的好友 : 找一个爱好的工作吧 : 我今天至少做了这三样:)
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 14 Yes I do. Now I work to feed myself.
【在 d****i 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : 我只有一个问题。你不需要付账单吗。 : : it
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 15 Yes. You are not alone.
Yes, I have a psychiatrist, I have many friends and I have a job I like.
Yes, yes. You are right about what to do.
Let's move forward each day with joy in heart.
【在 J******r 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : 我觉得很多人似乎都和我一样再挣扎呢 : 找一个心理医生吧 : 找一个身边的好友 : 找一个爱好的工作吧 : 我今天至少做了这三样:)
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s*****n 发帖数: 839 | 16 Ooh, this is luxury...
【在 d****i 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : 加上: : 买一张彩票吧 : 周末喝一杯小酒吧 : 每天一个人发呆一会吧
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c**********t 发帖数: 42 | 17
hi if you want to talk
i will be glad to listen
sometimes we met the Wrong person
but we need to treat ourselves better
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : Yes. You are not alone. : Yes, I have a psychiatrist, I have many friends and I have a job I like. : Yes, yes. You are right about what to do. : Let's move forward each day with joy in heart.
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J******r 发帖数: 2806 | 18 奢侈啊~~
【在 d****i 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : 加上: : 买一张彩票吧 : 周末喝一杯小酒吧 : 每天一个人发呆一会吧
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L*V 发帖数: 1098 | 19 除了彩票
另外两事儿我经常
不光周末
喝着喝着就发呆了
两事一起做完之
【在 d****i 的大作中提到】![](/moin_static193/solenoid/img/up.png) : 加上: : 买一张彩票吧 : 周末喝一杯小酒吧 : 每天一个人发呆一会吧
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