l**********1 发帖数: 88 | 1 I know this is his tricky giving the warm feeling. But I can not against
this feeling. He has a house which is cozy. This is his another tricky.
He has a face I never know and last night I like talk to a different person.
He never talk this way and exactly like talk to one of my ex boyfriends
who is the only one in my history full of shame. This ex is not my boyfriend
but he is only friend. I of course do not know at that time he treats me not like treats a girl friend. I was treated as friend with benefits. And it is an extreme insult. This history is the shortest one. I shame on myself. I am with him in a very short time.
But at that time, I am new here. I do not know those games. It is a shame.
I am so scared of his voice, so similar. I guess the same instructor teach
them the same game. Oh, my god. I have to run away really really quickly. I
want to vomit for this similarity. How come it happen?
Before he does not understand I want him to help me and this gives me really good feeling. I can have help from others just I like his help. But now N disappeared, Y come back again like a zombie come back to my life. Oh, I
have nothing to say and have to run away as soon as possible. Oh my god, I
do not want to see those two people ever never again. Scared and horrible.
There is no N in this world. There is only Y. This is not my life this is horror movie and thriller. I am done and I do not want to see them ever never again.
That is why I do not have the normal feeling of lost of the one I want. I only have the scary feeling and relaxed feeling of escape from danger. It is not help from him but instead it is my screaming: help! Help!
Only in the place where far from N, I start to feel regret. But I prefer to feel regret rather than feeling scary. I can not see him and talk to him again. He can like anybody else except this Y. He touched the forbidden zone, and it is over. |
j**********t 发帖数: 3480 | 2 看不懂。
person.
boyfriend
not like treats a girl friend. I was treated as friend with benefits. This
history is the shortest one. I shame on myself. I am with him in a very
short time.
.
I
【在 l**********1 的大作中提到】 : I know this is his tricky giving the warm feeling. But I can not against : this feeling. He has a house which is cozy. This is his another tricky. : He has a face I never know and last night I like talk to a different person. : He never talk this way and exactly like talk to one of my ex boyfriends : who is the only one in my history full of shame. This ex is not my boyfriend : but he is only friend. I of course do not know at that time he treats me not like treats a girl friend. I was treated as friend with benefits. And it is an extreme insult. This history is the shortest one. I shame on myself. I am with him in a very short time. : But at that time, I am new here. I do not know those games. It is a shame. : I am so scared of his voice, so similar. I guess the same instructor teach : them the same game. Oh, my god. I have to run away really really quickly. I : want to vomit for this similarity. How come it happen?
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I********e 发帖数: 6130 | 3 您的英文....
person.
boyfriend
not like treats a girl friend. I was treated as friend with benefits. And
it is an extreme insult. This history is the shortest one. I shame on myself
. I am with him in a very short time.
.
I
【在 l**********1 的大作中提到】 : I know this is his tricky giving the warm feeling. But I can not against : this feeling. He has a house which is cozy. This is his another tricky. : He has a face I never know and last night I like talk to a different person. : He never talk this way and exactly like talk to one of my ex boyfriends : who is the only one in my history full of shame. This ex is not my boyfriend : but he is only friend. I of course do not know at that time he treats me not like treats a girl friend. I was treated as friend with benefits. And it is an extreme insult. This history is the shortest one. I shame on myself. I am with him in a very short time. : But at that time, I am new here. I do not know those games. It is a shame. : I am so scared of his voice, so similar. I guess the same instructor teach : them the same game. Oh, my god. I have to run away really really quickly. I : want to vomit for this similarity. How come it happen?
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S***p 发帖数: 19902 | 4 long time no talk
myself
【在 I********e 的大作中提到】 : 您的英文.... : : person. : boyfriend : not like treats a girl friend. I was treated as friend with benefits. And : it is an extreme insult. This history is the shortest one. I shame on myself : . I am with him in a very short time. : . : I
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I********e 发帖数: 6130 | 5 en...你最近过的怎样?
【在 S***p 的大作中提到】 : long time no talk : : myself
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S***p 发帖数: 19902 | 6 还是那副样子。你减肥还没成功?
【在 I********e 的大作中提到】 : en...你最近过的怎样?
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I********e 发帖数: 6130 | 7 没有.... :(
【在 S***p 的大作中提到】 : 还是那副样子。你减肥还没成功?
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S***p 发帖数: 19902 | 8 +U
【在 I********e 的大作中提到】 : 没有.... :(
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d***y 发帖数: 1850 | |