My life changed dramatically after I entered the college.
This is the starting point for my long-lasting heaviness,
confusion and sometimes even desperateness. I tried
hard to salvage myself from this terrible feeling but all
the time I kept let myself down. I don't really know what has
been really happening to me. Maybe going to college is
a totally wrong decision? Actually some of my high school
classmates didn't have chance to get into this ivory tower.
I saw they are quite happy. So would I
