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发信人: Dreamer (不要问我从哪里来), 信区: Dreamer
标 题: Re: 老公被雷.......
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Fri Aug 3 13:58:25 2012, 美东)
Actually, I am not weak as some people think I am. I didn’t cry at all in
the night before. I accepted the fact that my husband was laid off when I
got home. I was down but calm. My husband got home about 1 hour later than
me. We cook & ate dinner together. We talked about what we should act in
the next day, talked about our finance situation, talked about the future.
I think I am a very tough person. We have been gone through a lot of tough
times and I had no complain and never give up. We had no help from our
parents because of their health condition in both of times that I gave
birth to my boys. When my old one was 9 weeks old, I had to drop him off in
a family care while I attended school. I had never bought lunches in
school because we were short of money in that time. I worked until the last
day before I had my 2nd boy…..
The whole thing made me fall apart was the nanny’s tears. We I saw her
tears, I was so touch. I know she cried not because she lost her job but she
love my boys and she felt our pain, and I know my husband teared because of
the two women’s tears, and he felt pain also. our A lot of mixed feeling
came through my mind in that moment. I am a tough but sensitive person, I
hate to see people feel pain for me. I cried yesterday, most of reasons it
was because I think of that moment again and again plug it made me think of
all the difficult time we had before, and I knew my husband hurt, I felt his
pain……
We haven't tell anybody about this change in my family yet, because we
think we will be OK, and we don’t want people worry about us. I came to
this board to wrote down how I felt last night because I wanted to feel
better. And yes, I felt much better after I done with that writing, and I
came to work this morning. We will go on vacation next week. We will look
forward and move on.
Thank you for all the blessing. |
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