k*******y
发帖数: 56 | 1 in the dream I was still in love with XXXX, so is he with me.
things are changing so fast since I came to USA.
so quick that I can barely accept the truth.
maybe this is the best way to face life:
to those things that have little influence with your actual life,
you can just accept it the way you like it to be.
So, to me, I can just think:
my aunt is still alive, they never got on that mortal trip
my mother is fine at home and will be able to greet me when I go home
my friends still remembers me | B*******n
发帖数: 58 | 2 /comfort kittypeny
wow, sometimes you couldn't control your own life.
Just like going abroad, once you begin to prepare for Toefl, GRE,
then you have to write resume,fill in forms,
then you get an assistship,
then you come here.
You just can't stop it, just like me.
When I am here to learn some deep basic knowledge in my major,
which I have decided years ago won't be what my job need,
I just doubt whether I have made a wrong choice.
But, life is going on. Love is just a chance to you.
Don't lose
【在 k*******y 的大作中提到】
: in the dream I was still in love with XXXX, so is he with me.
: things are changing so fast since I came to USA.
: so quick that I can barely accept the truth.
: maybe this is the best way to face life:
: to those things that have little influence with your actual life,
: you can just accept it the way you like it to be.
: So, to me, I can just think:
: my aunt is still alive, they never got on that mortal trip
: my mother is fine at home and will be able to greet me when I go home
: my friends still remembers me
| k*******y
发帖数: 56 | 3 life ends up this way:
I always sit here watering in bbs or reading novels about death
life is like a wheel, it begins turning the moment u were brought into this
world
and then no one can stop it.
many a time I asked myself why we all live for, and only got this answer:
I live for I can't die now
I have parents, I have responsibility
I always feel the only things in this world that I need to do is to
support my family and give them the best life I can manage
my parents gave me all they can, alt
【在 B*******n 的大作中提到】
: /comfort kittypeny
: wow, sometimes you couldn't control your own life.
: Just like going abroad, once you begin to prepare for Toefl, GRE,
: then you have to write resume,fill in forms,
: then you get an assistship,
: then you come here.
: You just can't stop it, just like me.
: When I am here to learn some deep basic knowledge in my major,
: which I have decided years ago won't be what my job need,
: I just doubt whether I have made a wrong choice.
| B*******n
发帖数: 58 | 4 Why we live? That is a hard question.
I guess there lies no perfect answer.
I think we could view life a chance to experience.
No matter you study, you work, you play, you run, you win, you lose,
that will all be good and try to feel the good sense in them.
Live for you can't die now, what a terrbile thought.
Forget it. Live for yourself. Enjoy the life and everything.
Responsibility is part of life goal, but if you live for that,
you will feel heavy all the time.
Try to find the real interestin
【在 k*******y 的大作中提到】
: life ends up this way:
: I always sit here watering in bbs or reading novels about death
: life is like a wheel, it begins turning the moment u were brought into this
: world
: and then no one can stop it.
: many a time I asked myself why we all live for, and only got this answer:
: I live for I can't die now
: I have parents, I have responsibility
: I always feel the only things in this world that I need to do is to
: support my family and give them the best life I can manage
| k*******y
发帖数: 56 | 5 never liked anything better than bbs
even if the person who led me to bbs has already turned away
do u ever had a feeling of getting absorbed into sth
u know it is bad
but u just can't help it?
no matter what we live for, I will not suicide, I think that is all that mat
ters,
right?
after some weeks I will be able to call home, I am gonna say I am perfect he
re
ppl around me all know me as the happy energetic young new comer
I have bf who will come to US soon
I have best friend near at SF while
【在 B*******n 的大作中提到】
: Why we live? That is a hard question.
: I guess there lies no perfect answer.
: I think we could view life a chance to experience.
: No matter you study, you work, you play, you run, you win, you lose,
: that will all be good and try to feel the good sense in them.
: Live for you can't die now, what a terrbile thought.
: Forget it. Live for yourself. Enjoy the life and everything.
: Responsibility is part of life goal, but if you live for that,
: you will feel heavy all the time.
: Try to find the real interestin
| B*******n
发帖数: 58 | 6 Wow, I will be happier if I were you. :) With a scholarship.
I have to work the whole weekend grading.
Network is a blade that has two sides.
One is that it really brings people together,
one is that if you can't stop surfing it, you can't pay attention to
the real life.
I can't live without net too. That's the reason I were here
while the grading work of mine should be due before Sunday.
I don't know why you are not happy. Maybe you need some excitement.
There are two things in life which alway
【在 k*******y 的大作中提到】
: never liked anything better than bbs
: even if the person who led me to bbs has already turned away
: do u ever had a feeling of getting absorbed into sth
: u know it is bad
: but u just can't help it?
: no matter what we live for, I will not suicide, I think that is all that mat
: ters,
: right?
: after some weeks I will be able to call home, I am gonna say I am perfect he
: re
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