Y***a 发帖数: 247 | 1 at work. My tummy is cramping, reading a work review from my boss...
I wrote a letter to my son (I think it is a boy..)
post it here might receive some comfort and bless and wish to feel better..
To my unborn baby in my belly,
I hope you know that mommy love you so so much.. But I can do nothing except
being in great distress. Mommy have been bleeding since week 7, more than
two weeks by now. The bleeding hasn't ever stopped, and getting heavier in
these couple of days. The pain woke me up every several minutes at night
last night, and the blood stained the bed sheet. Mommy called the GP several
times, and every time she/he pointed me to the emergency. but the doctor in
ER refused to give me examination because they thought my condition were
not serious enough to do any test, and they just let my sickness develop.
Mommy can't stop thinking that if you still stay with me. That makes me tear
now and then when I am on train, in bed and at work. Bao bao, Mommy can't
live this life anymore. Mommy made many mistakes at work because of the
distraction. Mommy make a decision today, going to put every minutes into
work from now on, so that would get me out of this stress briefly until my
first prenatal screening.
See you on 9th March, Bao bao.
Lots of love from mommy on 16th Feb 2015 | t*o 发帖数: 2606 | | p********u 发帖数: 451 | |
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