we then began to have regular nights out
our senses of guilty seemed greatly reduced
by the fact that we would not be seeing each other as frequent
after all the ops team worked in another fascility
some good miles away
i learnt more of jammie too
his affluent midclass parents
his big sister in uk inviting him over
his part time performing in a local pub
his girlfriend's near move to a bigger city
etc
and with all these
he just became more real
and more of a trouble
