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发帖数: 1 | 1 有忧郁症已经很久了，大概有十多年的，而且又有Procrastination 的毛病，有时候想
想自己是不是没救了，这些天总是在想，自己一定会end with killing myself，然后
不停的哭.
就是Procrastination 的毛病，自己害怕去面对问题，害怕去解决问题，自己也清楚导
致忧郁症的最终原因，因为那时自己是个太懂事的小孩还有Procrastination 的毛病，
以前一直都害怕去解决。虽然现在这个原因已经不是问题（或者本来就不是问题，是因
为自己太敏感了），但是造成的后果，却是忧郁，因为这个原因，生活中错过太多的美
好事情，现在的生活也不理想。
一种罪恶感更是加深了自己的忧郁，总觉得这样整天不开心，对周围的人都是一种伤害
，细细想想，这些年来，总是让家里人看着，一天的愁眉苦脸，对他们是多大的伤害。
以前自己也见到过得抑郁性狂躁症的人（那时候自己还去帮她，却不知道自己也有问题
，最终的结果是自己快要发疯了），她给她的父母带来那么多的痛苦。想到这些，就觉
得不如死了更好。
这些年来，也只是有时候忧郁一下，没有很大的问题，最近一个至亲的亲人的去世，而
自己到美国来 | r*****n
发帖数: 917 | 2 We are here for a reason, a responsibility to live. Try our best to make the
most out of our lives and when it's our time, we let go all. Yes, there are
problems we don’t have answers to. But at least we know what they are. How
can you be so sure you can handle whatever there is afterlife? We all fear
what you fear, yet we better deal with them than rush into the bigger
unknown.
Things that don't kill us make us Stronger. Things that unknown keep us
focused at NOW. Live at the moment. Stop the q | K******e
发帖数: 367 | 3 In my experiences, you at the most have a case of mild depression but
nothing
serious. I do not think you need medication. If none of the people around
you notice it, then your situation is not as bad as you thought. You are
just
thinking that one day you might kill yourself. Geez, you are still a long
way from actually crossing the line. If you started to have suicide
fantasy, then you would be just getting started. If you had the constant
need of hurting yourself, like banging your head agains |
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