I had been trying to correct this tendency for a long time both by my own
efforts and by asking others for help. It had never previously succeeded but
this time I found a way out for myself. This was by being ready to
apprehend the heart when it was right at the point of convergence into
bhavanga. At that moment the condition of awareness becomes unmindful and
there is the inclination towards indulgence in the pleasure of the
tranquillity and happiness. When mindfulness fades the mind will conve
